Testing

The last couple of posts on this blog have not published properly so this is a test to make sure it is still working….

PG Strikes Again

Jaded

Good News – Just Not Mine – Again…

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Well there’s a novel title for an IF blog post! (insert dry laughter here)

A family member (it always is) is pregnant again by accident (no surprises here)

How do I feel?  The same as ever (predictably).

What next?

The Post With No Name

It is with a huge amount of trepidation that I find myself here again.

To tell you the truth I don’t know what to say or where to start.  It was a lot easier not being here.  It felt normal and good.  Life went back to the way it should be except for the glaring fact that we are still childless. 

I can’t escape the harsh truth, can I?  No matter how far I try to run, or how much other “stuff” I crowd into my life, the fact remains. 

I’m okay you know.  Just a little hesitant.  I would rather forget all the hard stuff.  Problem is, that as long I persue the fantastical notion of having children, I am forced to remember.  I am compelled to come back here and address all my fears, worries, and pain. 

It’s just that I would really rather not.

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