Scared

I am so scared. You have no idea. I have been getting AF cramps since last night. I expected to be crying into a cappuccino by now.

It could be the progesterone. I have heard it delays AF. I haven’t had the slightest tinge of her. Going to pee is becoming a nightmare. I sit there, close my eyes for a while, sigh, and slowly check. First in the loo, then the loo paper. Nothing. I don’t know whether to laugh or cry. Or go and pour myself a stiff drink. (I know this is HIGHLY personal info, but what about IF isn’t?)

Thinking of getting a POAS (pee-on-a-stick, for non IF’s) I am terrified of those things. As I type this I am feeling really shaky. This is the worst place to be.

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