Gee I never thought I’d see a title like that on my blog. A lot has happened since my last post. Of my ten “babies”, only eight carried on dividing, and of those, only two were normal enough to transfer. I have none to freeze, as the rest of them were abnormal. I was disappointed at first, but I am grateful that I had two perfect ones to put back.
The transfer went very well, and the nurse (and the doc) held my hand and were very comforting. It was a very emotional moment to see the flash of white as they were injected in.
I have been having many many conflicting thoughts since Sunday. I want so badly to be 100% positive, but with a 50% gamble on my precious little embryos, it’s not easy.
I have been really busy at work (so much for relaxing in the 2ww!). It has been good in the sense that it keeps my mind occupied, but I am so tired. Yesterday when I got home (at 7:30pm) my back ached, my ute ached and I was feeling exhausted. The progesterone is making me bloated and nauseous. (To my family that read this blog – it’s definitely the progesterone, don’t jump to conclusions!!) But I’m not complaining though 🙂 I am just hoping that my lucky two are doing their thing and finding a nice comfy spot to settle into for the next 9 months!
That’s all for now, the 2ww is at it’s usual watching paint dry lull. Please pray for my two, I need some backup here.