It is with a huge amount of trepidation that I find myself here again.
To tell you the truth I don’t know what to say or where to start. It was a lot easier not being here. It felt normal and good. Life went back to the way it should be except for the glaring fact that we are still childless.
I can’t escape the harsh truth, can I? No matter how far I try to run, or how much other “stuff” I crowd into my life, the fact remains.
I’m okay you know. Just a little hesitant. I would rather forget all the hard stuff. Problem is, that as long I persue the fantastical notion of having children, I am forced to remember. I am compelled to come back here and address all my fears, worries, and pain.
It’s just that I would really rather not.
seussgirl Said:
on April 13, 2009 at 1:47 pm
But you can also come here to feel loved and supported.
I’m so sorry that you’re still going through this…
Tam Said:
on April 15, 2009 at 12:31 pm
I’m so sorry, I wish that all of this was behind us already.
Thinking of you, I’m here for you when you want to chat xxx
SCY Said:
on April 15, 2009 at 3:06 pm
*sigh* I wish this could be over for you already hon. I believe we’ll all get there one day… I believe it with all my heart.
xxx
Bea Said:
on April 15, 2009 at 3:16 pm
Sometimes you want to be somewhere, sometimes you just know you *need* to be somewhere. If it’s here you need to be, then I’m here, too.
Bea
Sarah Said:
on May 1, 2009 at 9:46 pm
welcome back, unhappy as i am that you need to be here. we are here for you.
JJ Said:
on May 7, 2009 at 4:12 am
Always feel a warm flutter to see your name pop up on my reader-and I KNOW you will get there, sweetie. Im here to hold your hand the whole way through-big, big hug.
Claire Said:
on May 7, 2009 at 2:21 pm
Hi,
I just found you on a google search whilst looking for IUI chat site and I cannot begin to understand what you have been through. Are you in Queensland? Do you know anyone i could chat to about IUI? Good luck to you- you are gorgeous!
Leah Said:
on July 4, 2009 at 4:39 pm
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and wondering how you are doing. xo